Thoughts on Turning 30...

Tomorrow I turn 30 and as I mentioned in this post, I'm not feeling all of my usual excitement about my birthday. 

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I can't really describe what I am feeling other than I feel both behind and that I am running out of time. 

When I was in my twenties I felt that I had all the time in the world to accomplish my goals and because I had accomplished so much in that ten year period that I was somewhat special. 

But now I just feel like a regular adult. And I think part of my problem is that I've been doing the adult thing for so long now. 

I was explaining my feelings to Hubby and he asked if taking a day off to do something fun would help me out of my funk. 

The funny/sad thing is... I don't really know what I like to do for fun. I work all the time, whether its at the office or on our rentals. And while I find those things to be enjoyable, I wouldn't necessarily describe them as fun. 

So I suppose my thirties will be for discovering what is fun for me. 

Did anyone else have a major meltdown about their thirtieth birthday? Please, please, please chime in with a comment below. I'd love to hear how you got through it!

XOXO

Meg